Friday, March 28, 2003
Oh what a sucker, idiot, moron - fill in the blank... Once again I am sooo twisted and turmoiled about my marriage... Mr E is being super nice today... *sigh* yet more of the usual pattern - ALTHOUGH he claims he's not drinking anymore because of the remark I told him Deven said while he was gone... Me, being ME is gonna give that a chance - I am gonna really try to make things work but I am not gonna just stop preparing myself for the future....
Deven didn't have a good day.... *sigh* I don't know if it's defiance or if he really just can't control his impulses - today's note reads:
"Deven did not finish his reading. He refused to do his work with the group.
Put his head thru a chair and drove it around the room. When asked to stop and return to seat he refused. Went to take to office, ran away down the hall, kicked the wall, yelling. He had recess today. But did lose the Fun Thing of the Day at end of the day due to behavior."
Now personally sounds like he needed a little break from the seriousness of work but couldn't stop and then didn't want to get in trouble and be removed from room (which she was trying to do or did - not clear on that.) Then again his refusal to do things could be straigth out defiance.... I don't know... personally we don't have such big troubles at home w/him but I am gonna monitor how I am reacting to him for the next week - maybe I am just not realizing things w/him that I do or don't do.... *sigh* I just don't know!! He IS out cold at 4:15ish for a nap but E says he was up at 2am playing til E said go back to sleep at 4 - now WHY he let him play so long is beyond me!!!! But that's another issue! Well I should get dinner ready.... Til next time...
Deven didn't have a good day.... *sigh* I don't know if it's defiance or if he really just can't control his impulses - today's note reads:
"Deven did not finish his reading. He refused to do his work with the group.
Put his head thru a chair and drove it around the room. When asked to stop and return to seat he refused. Went to take to office, ran away down the hall, kicked the wall, yelling. He had recess today. But did lose the Fun Thing of the Day at end of the day due to behavior."
Now personally sounds like he needed a little break from the seriousness of work but couldn't stop and then didn't want to get in trouble and be removed from room (which she was trying to do or did - not clear on that.) Then again his refusal to do things could be straigth out defiance.... I don't know... personally we don't have such big troubles at home w/him but I am gonna monitor how I am reacting to him for the next week - maybe I am just not realizing things w/him that I do or don't do.... *sigh* I just don't know!! He IS out cold at 4:15ish for a nap but E says he was up at 2am playing til E said go back to sleep at 4 - now WHY he let him play so long is beyond me!!!! But that's another issue! Well I should get dinner ready.... Til next time...
